The and Logs

The logs where I write stuff on some kind of cadence. What cadence? Whenever I feel like it and also don't think a mastoposto is the right fit. Newest at the top. References to sexual media will be here. I work with that in my day to day arts.

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2026-06-28

As much as I liked Miso town, I think having two journals off the same website was some how breaking the service. It just kept going out for my website which kinda blows. So, now I'm following Handwriting your RSS feed. New feeds are here (art) and here (logs) At some point I'd like to have my own gallery generator for my sketchbook. In the tradition of this wiki, I would like to write that myself.

Some new games got made:

The I.O.U [themes: bestiality]
A short VN featuring two gals, Bethany saved heather's feathers so now she's got a big I.O.U to fulfill. One that involves her pet canine, Rubin.
TRUELY I AM BLESSED TO BE IN HELL [themes: religion, obtuse controls, insectophilia]
A small game made for the Noise Jam 3 about a hedonistic angel in denial.

Need to eventually make a game listing page. So many little todos so little time.

Okay, we kinda have plently of time. But a lack of focus and periodic time skips. That annoyingly happen on weekends sometimes :<

Oh, also, the Catjam is starting in a few days.

2026-05-22

  • Been getting more into OCaml, it feels like a direct leap up from what I like about Lua. So far, I like how it feels as a procedural language and using things like polymorphic variants.
  • Wrote about a universal type for OCaml
  • Kinda lost my mind at how blasé people keep acting about AI
  • Finally some new art in the sketchbook.
  • Making a toy catlang in OCaml to get familiar with all it's features. It's called Joyful.
  • I've been hording magazings to do collage with. Only some small test additionally featuring my own sketch of Zē Rō's sister Aam "The All Powerful" Rō.
  • Noise Jam 3 has started. Iunno, I want to do something worm god related. I'm in a worm mood.
  • We finished "This Is How You Lose the Time War" as well as the first book to "Dungeon Crawler Carl". It's been nice reading again. Probably the only perk of my horribly dull office job. Should probably start a reading list or something on this site.

2026-05-04

Writing a log to note what I have going and what I've been thinking.

  • I've zapped VS Codium from my system and I'm now using Kate. It's not as slick as Codium was for various task, but I was only using it for like two features. I was already annoyed with major graphical glitches and also being to down stream of Microsoft VSCode.
  • Trying to once again design a visual representation of parasite impregnation. It's been something I've constantly chasing designs for since Chitinous Carnival.
  • I've been getting back into traditional art. Print making has me enraptured. At some point I want to get into oil pastels.
  • I also got A4 paper cause it folds into self-similar subdivisions.
  • Added notes about Decker and the developer's ethos vs Decker's ethos. It's still a powerful tool, but sadly not one for me.
  • Notes about a stack machine for string rewriting. Something I have been chasing for a while.
  • I finished up Woolietail for the most part. However, I have not documented it at all.
  • I cracked down hard on LLM generated projects in the catlang discord. I think I'm quiet happy with the outcome so far. Getting there was fucking exhausting tho.
  • Ah, the Programming Language Idea series has it's own page on the wiki!
  • On the topic of print making, the and council has been making propaganda. Expect more in the future.

2026-03-13

It seems like the issue with Miso Town's HTML Journal service has been fixed up! Should uhhhh, probably use this again? Wrote about how I'm done supporting Android as a platform. It's to much pain for nothing in return.

Finished reading Guards! Guards!. Found it to be a funny read. The dragon was sexy, might have to draw it (or dragons in general). Definitely wanna read the other works Terry Pratchett has done. Also, I'm almost done with Player Piano. Lokey, I feel gaslight by like, everyone that vaguely mentioned that book? I can see how if you read it uncritically, you walk away with the wrong conclusions and opinions.

2026-01-20

Last week, I didn't work on SLOPPPPPPPP. I instead made a little fetish game where you transform a lizard creature into a bug creature. It was an entry for the miniNSFW jam. Finished rating all the games today. Gonna have to move the game to my site later.

A drawing of a lizard character. It's wearing a loose baggy shirt, it's arms are out stretch. On it's chest rest a large insect. The words MORPHBUG MORPHOSIS (by and NULL) are on the image.

Go Play It.

State of the world is pretty grim. I try to keep making art. I've thankfully been getting rather nice comments. Messages that my art's been resonating with people. I may not have much hope about making a living off, but I do know it matters.

2026-01-14

I'm working on a game (currently called sloppppppp). Slowly building the underlying system for the game. Very slowly chipping away at it. Got collision detection and what not.

Need to implement stuff for advancing the game state. The idea being the game takes place week-by-week.

I want to make this to just vent some feelings about how the whole generative AI crazy has felt. Especially from the perspective of a NSFW art. It's crazy how Elon can stay fully funded running a CSEM generation machine, but I get my face kicked in on Itch because of payment processors.

Serously, how fucked up is that? Tumblr got rocked for far less. Granted it was full of fags which have far less power than a rich man with a direct line to a fascist dictator. I know tons of artist exploring kink art in games. I've had multiple of my games torn down from Itch. But, generating nonconsesual sexual images of childred and women? No Problemo. Where the fuck are you Collective Shout, Mastercard, Visa, PayPal? Worthless bunch of cunts.

Also, working through a TF game for the miniNSFW jam. Dunno if that will get done tho.